Emotional ups and downs, continued

Talked with the publisher of the newspaper in Center after my going to my new place to see the gas getting turned on. As I talked with her, and she listened, and talked back, I realized "all of it" was hitting me. The move ... two shifts in my landing place for my move ... my sister-in-law's death (which I hadn't yet told her about). I need to be kinder to myself. And, I'm kind of drained. I'll be glad when the move is done, when I get on vacation, and then just relax, and come back invigorated. I've been a bit lackadaisical on some aspects of planning this move. I suspect that's delayed bits of apprehension.